an extrospective thought

I don't see what people who aren't already dating me see in me.

emo

Bloga write-only yaza yaza emo olduk... Bi anlasaniz var ya, super insanim; icimde dunyalar kavruluyor, bitiyor, ama... Hayat! Anlayan yok. Yasayan yok. Derinim. Aaah, ahh...

and I'll smile and I'll learn to pretend

the more steps I take [forward], the more I realize that the path is mostly a loop...